Update after 4 years !!

Hello fellas !!! WOW, i'm just curious and finally decide to have a peek on my oldy dusty blog ! Apparently i'm coming back to X (previously twitter) because of NCT, BWS and lovely runner. And now i'm just wanna leave a little trace here. I'm not really sure when i will be back again, but whenever i do, i hope i will only have something joyful to share :) So what makes me really want to write and update is ; i saw the wishlist on the right of my blog andm HEY i fullfiled some of them ! Isn't it dascinating. I wrote it, never thhought i will achieve some of them, and here we are !! I'm just so satisfied >_< So first thing first. The ultimate goal is visiting Europe, especially Eastern Europe ! Guess what, i have travelled on MAy 2024. I went there with my mom and my lil sist. Here's some sneak peek ;p

Secondly, i visited Manado. I'm lucky enough to go there with my coleague when we have to attednd our obligatory scientific event, and i had my very first scientific poster presentation :) everything went smooth and fun. Even more fun because we were able to spent those time together with senior and juniors whom already like a famity to me. I have only limited pics tho T_T

Third, i finally attend SMTOWN concert !!!! as a pink blood since my college year, this concert is an ultimate and is a must!!! i have no regret watching this, i even want to attend all show f they had 2 days show. aaaaaa. i saw all my fav idols, starting from TVXQ, super junior, NCT, red velvet. Too bad Shinee couldn't come to Indonesia. But overall, the show was superfun ;)

So that's was some updates after 4 years. I hope we all continue to have more happiness and joyfullness to share ! see you again soon !

Mencoba Skincare Rutin

Hello !
Setelah 6 tahun lamanya akhirnya saya kembali ingin menulis sesuatu disini sis.
Dengan topik yang semakin random, yaitu skincare. hihihi

Anyway sebenernya muka saya udah sering kena obat dokter sejak jaman SMA, karena waktu itu jerawat parah2nya, merah, besar, dimana-mana, kusem, berminyak. Memang gak sampe bernanah dan bolong parah ya, dan gak penuh semuka tapi unpleasant to see dengan noda hitam (post dipencet, yes..). Sempet melanglang buana berganti dokter kulit beberapa kali, jerawat hilang, berganti kulit berminyak, jerawat lagi, dst. Saya fikir itu semua karena faktor "umur" karena waktu itu berat badan wajar2 aja (dibanding sekarang, ups) dan makan juga belum semenggila sekarang.

Akhirnya putus asa dan setelah 5 tahun pake obat dokter, facial, dll dll terakhir di laser(?) akhirnya, pas umur 24-an (i guess) jerawat merah berkurang, nyisa kusam dan jerawat kecil-kecil, i finally gave up dan sempet muka ancur dibiarin aja, sekitar 2 tahunan. Gak coba PRP atau another more invasive treatment because my mom and me were not into it. Waktu itu belom kenal skinker dan belum booming kayak sekarang dong. Jaman-jaman bocil waktu itu, coba-coba pake facial wash kaya b*ore, p*nds, cl*an and cle*ar, dll malah bikin kulit kering, jerawat masih aja ada, dan malah gatel iritasi. Kalo pake moisturizer, bedak (even bedak bayipun) atau sunscreen, malah bruntusan dan berminyaaaak parah. Clearly everything i did was wrong. So i just gave up like that.

Umur 26-an, kpop semakin merajalela dan skincare mulai ikutan booming juga. SK-2, nat-rep, missha, laneige, innisfree mulai heboh-hebohnya. Karena kemakan iklan Song Hye Kyo dan Alod*ta, akhirnya saya coba FTE SK-2, tapi karena kulit saya super sensitif (baca: kere) jadi kita coba trial kit dulu dong. Surprisingly, my skin become plump and become normal to oily (from really oily). Gak purging, gak gatel, jerawat berkurang, tp kadang masih kusam.
This is the first momentum of my skin improvement and the beginning of my skincare journey.

Setelah pake SK-2 (literally only FTE and sometimes sheet mask) selama 1 tahunan (karena takut pake yg laen ga cocok dan muka yg udah agak lumayan malah jadi makin jelek lagi), akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk mencoba sesuatu yang baru. I tried the entire set of Nature Republic aloe vera, dan dodolnya waktu itu adalah dengan pede langsung beli 1 set full. Guess what, big failure. Facial washnya bikin kering, toner, lotion dan facial mistnya bikin gatel banget. (cried a river,lol). Sempet maksa coba sampe 1 mingguan, stop lalu coba lagi, nothing changed, so... stop beneran. Sedih deh, dodol sih. Setelah itu ga pernah2 lagi beli langsung full set ya, ampun deh sis.

Lanjut setelah kegagalan natrep, mencoba Laneige water sleeping mask, kulit jadi moist tapiii sedikit komedoan. Sudah, ku tak mengerti lagi apa mau kulitku. Sampe sini sempet ga coba-coba apa-apa lagi sekitar 2 tahunan.

One last year, Somebymi snail heboh sekaleee dimana-mana, di Instagram terutama, dengan babang Sungjae sebagai muse alias BA-nya. Sempet tertarik, akhirnya coba setelah adek saya beli, nebeng pake dong (baca:kere 2) Oh my God, hasilnya jerawat ilang, pori-pori ngecil, kulit cerahan, gilak, Holy grail, my 2nd momentum for skin improvement, SK-2 stop, karena akhirnya cuma begitu-begitu aja (baca:kere 3. Temen-temen juga bilang hasilnya oke, dan udah lebih pede dengan kulit muka sendiri. Sempet coba yang Yuja, tp lebih cocokan yang Snail ya. Yuja sedikit lebih berminyak di saya. Oh ya, sempet coba Benton snail, i think somebymi works better.

Lalu, kesuksesan S*mebymi makin bertambah sampe si snail nambah produk baru yaitu facial wash, toner dan repair cream. Karena cocok banget sama serumnya, dengan pedenya beli juga toner dan cream langsung full size dong. Yak tebakan anda benar sodara-sodara, tonernya bikin gatel dan kering, creamnya bikin sedikit bruntus... huhuhuhuhu. what have i donnneeeeeee... another money has been wasted....

Tidak dapat dipungkiri, berkat serum snail S*mebymi, kulit saya nampaknya lebih less sensitive than before dan rasanya lebih aman mau coba--coba yang lain, jadi saya mulai mencoba skincare baru (jaga-jaga kalo tiba2 s*mebymi akhirnya ga ngefek lagi, hihihi, bisa ya?). Waktu beli si snail, sempet dapet sample innisfree greentea (eye cream dan facial wash). Works wonderful wihtout any itchy or irritation, i decided to buy full trial set.

Tralala, akhirnya beli Innisfree greentea balancing trial set (serum, skin, lotion and cream + tambah facial wash). Coba satu persatu, hey, works good just like the sample. Saya pake malam-malam, paginya kulit kenyal, moist without excess oil, wangi, no acne, pokoknya kulit terasa lebih sehat deh. Setelah dipake 1 bulanan akhirnya mantep beli full size, dan cucok banget. Krim matanya menurut ku yaaa, bagus kok, kehitaman berkurang, untuk garis-garis belum terlalu keliatan efek sih. Nanti kita lihat lagi ya.

Another racun dari temen yang pake Missha, i noticed her skin look smooth and brigthened. Jadi saya tanya, kamu pake apa? she suggested Missha time revoultion, probio set (4th generation). Karena sekarang lagi pake S*meby me serum (saja) buat pagi dan Inn*sfree buat malem, so i decided to try Missha for morning routine. Ciaaaat, beli trial kit yang isinya FTE, probio ampoule serum dan cream. Another succesful trial has been made. Works well on my skin.

Btw i dont set high hopes on my skin. Works well for me means no new acnes, no excess oily skin, not comedogenic, keeping skin in "good" state and a little brightened. To be honest my skin still look a bit dull with some noticable pores but i'm quite happy with my skin face right now. No more dramatic purging after make up, no more big acnes. Semogaaa saya segera menemukan skincare yg bisa mengurangi kusamnya yaaaa.

So that's all about my skincare right now. I's wishing all the best for us.
Stay healthy and keep physical distancing, hope Corona will go away soon !
Bye ♥

End of the beginning. Retrying.

It's only one.
But its too big.
And it lasts too long.
I wonder and wonder.
I must have made many many little and some big mistakes.
I must have forgot many things.
Did i take things for granted?
Did i do worst than others?
Was i not so thankful ?
Is this really a big field with fertile soil to be harvested ?
Or is it a sign for the wandering souls?
Is this just another thing that will pass too?

December song playlist

"Not A Bad Thing - Justin Timberlake"

[Verse 1:]
Said all I want from you is to see you tomorrow
And every tomorrow, maybe you'll let me borrow your heart
And is it too much to ask for every Sunday
And while we're at it, throw in every other day to start

[Pre-Chorus:]
I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
When someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you're bleeding
But I could be that guy to heal it over time
And I won't stop until you believe it
'Cause baby you're worth it

[Chorus:]
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
'Cause you might look around to find your dreams come true, with me
Spent all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

[Verse 2:]
Now how about I'd be the last voice you hear tonight?
And every other night for the rest of the nights that there are
Every morning I just wanna see you staring back at me
'Cause I know that's a good place to start

Back to Pre-Chorus

Back to Chorus

[Bridge:]
No I won't fill your mind
With broken promises and wasted time
And if you fall, you'll always land right in these arms
These arms of mine

Back to chorus

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I'm now currently replaying this song.
I just realize that the 20/20 album have so many sweet songs.
Lagunya bikin galau, padahal gak ada yg digalauin coba. Hahahahahha
I guess that indicates a good song that can really move someone's heart.

My favorite playlist right now :
1. I bet - ciara
2. Sam Smith - Stay with me
3. Sam smith - money on my mind
4. Ed Sheeran - Dont
5. Stolen dance - milky chance
6. She came to give it to you - usher
7. Wildest dream - Taylor swift
8. No air - jordin sparks
9. Sky full of stars - coldplay, and last but not least
10. Keane - this is the last time

My Mom and My Dad

I remember the day,
The first day i entered junior high school.
My mom taught me how to go to school by bus,
And she was the one who accompanied me to the school front gate.
She was the one who made me an independent child.

Then i remember the day,
When suddenly rain poured heavily on that morning,
My father was the one who took me to school,
And he drove me to school front gate.
He was there before i already knew.

And i remember the day,
When my mom agreed me joining scout activity.
Probably my first time went somewhere with only my friends by bus.
She packed me lunch and gave me money.
She told me to be careful,
And not to come home too late.

But my father was the one,
Who wait all day,
That day i came home at 6 pm.
The first day i came home late by myself, after all i was only 11 years old.
He stood at the bus stop, waiting for me getting off from any bus.
I didnt know how long he's been there,
Waiting there with his umbrella and flashlight on his hand.

And there was the day,
My mom told me to learn how to the drive the car
She was so proud when i drove her to the market.
Tbh, i was just being brave, i messed up almost everytime i start the car.
And my father was against it at first,
He told me that i drove too fast
And too careless, telling me how to do this and that.
That was obvious, i was terrible.

My mom who doesnt worry too much,
But always warn to be careful,
She nags, complains, solves problems and supports me to do better things.
And my dad, who worries the most,
But not saying much.
He gives advices, solves problems, and keep me away from problems.

Too many things.
Too many things that i cant remember.
They might have different way showing their love
But i know that they will always love me,
And always be there for me.

So I pray to God..
God, bestow on the Your blessings
Just like they cherised me
When i was a little kid.
Amin

Carilah 10 perbedaan.

Horeee. Menelurkan dua buah karya gak jelas lagi.
Biarin aja geje yang penting ngurangin stres :p

BROMO sunrise

Hello again November.
Happy birthday to me.
And here i have a good story.
Probably the first and the last time for me waiting for sunrise from a peak of mountain.
I'm not good at hiking. Thats it :p
Okay.. my energy drain too fast nowadays. Awwwwww. Come on. Lol
I am still young. ROTFL

So here you go, a picture of US waiting for sunrise in Bromo Mountain.
And then we went to the Savana, rode a horse there, bought some souvenirs, and went back to Surabaya.

Can you see the 200 step stair up there?
No, i didnt climb it up. Sorry, i was saving my energy for the next day symposium *LIEEEEEE*




What you have to prepare when you go to Bromo Mountain :
- Jaket tebal, yes, Bromo dingin cuy, tp sekitar jam 10 pagi udara mulai hangat dan mulai panas kalo pake jaket, jadi didalam jaketnya cukup pake sweater. Waktu pergi kmrn saya pake baju kaos, sweater rajut, jaket dan syal. Bawahnya pake jeans aja masih oke
- Kaos kaki. Because you have to.
- Sepatu preferably anti air, and mind this : horse's poop literally everywhere, so...
- Jika anda mudah mabuk perjalanan, siapkan obat anti mabok karena perjalanan sangat melingkar lingkar dan jeepnya lumayan ngebut.. hihi

Coretan di awal November

Karena galau karena beberapa hal dan masalah lainnya *paansih* jadi agak stress dan gak jelas mau ngapain..
Kalo nulis lagi kayanya kok ngeluuuh terus 😂😂 jadi coba coba coret menyoret aja.. sekalian s-pen didayagunakan haha. Beneran doodling beginian ngasal banget. Pengen bikin yang rapih tapi gak bisa. Yaudahlah yaaa 😊

Bentar lagi 10 November. Umur bertambah lagi. Auuu au au au. Alhamdulillah masih diberi kesehatan dan umur untuk berkumpul dengan keluarga. Semoga segera menempuh hidup baru *ambigu* buakakakkakakakakaka.

Semoga November membawa kabar gembira bagi kita semua. AMIN 😊

Be a little bit more selfish

Because the time will come for you,
that no one can care for you and they have their own business

Because the time will come for you,
when you try to please everyone but you cant,
and not everyone can please you.. but yourself.

Because you've just realize that
you've been really nice for too long

Because when you're too late,
You'll sink by yourself

Because you're selfish enough to stand strong
And not letting yourself fall

Because you need to be just a little bit selfish to be happy

Because you can.

First three months

Life is a choice?

Life can be so bright,then can be so painful.
Life can be a little longer or can be so short the way you live.
Life offer you so many options, but then when none of them left, you foolishly realize that this life is not the only thing that you need to take care of.

As for me, i only have 1 option left for now.
Being strong.
Last 3 month was really torturing, i'm quite exhausted, and yeah im still trying to be a little arrogant on top of that.
The only pride that i have.
I just dont let them killing me.

You might not find traces of tears.
You didnt hear any screams.
But His creations is the best, alarm will stay being alarm.

God threw problems and has the reason for each of them.
To remind us of the right path.
To make us a better person.
To see if we'll stay walking in the right path.

God, let me pass this too.
Give me a lot more strength.
You are the only One from whom we seek help.
There's no power except by Your help.

Forgiveness

I really, really want to forgive you.
Because i'm not even allowed to be angry with you.
I really try hard to forgive.

I close my eyes and wait for a miracle.
To fix the scattered broken pieces.
But still, nothing happens.
Not even a little change.

So i pray to God.
Please ease my way.
To forgive you soon.
Before the wind stop blewing.
Before the sun stop shining.
Before tears start drying.

September, is it going to be a lovely month?

Heyya !

Agustus sudah berlalu dan September telah dimulai.

Agustus adalah salah satu bulan yang cukup bermakna dalam kehidupan saya.
Karena agustus adalah bulan kelahiran ayah dan teman-teman dekat saya !
Jadi ceritanya Agustus ini lebaranan dan seperti biasa, temen-temen SMA pulang.
We were havin fun you know, we did all the stuff as usual, karaokeing, eating brunch, lunch, dinner and snacking like krazeh. Sushi is always on the list. Sanjo-sanjo, dan ditraktir dedek uda nya nidya.
To be honest my dad's bday wasnt so exciting this year hahahaha. Well we surprised him with a cake and he was happy. But where's the bday dinnerrrr paaa? you owe us one :p
And also i decided to learn how to ride a matic car, thanks to my best teacher and driver *loh* ayurari, ended up quite well.

Then by the end of the month, me and my friends attending KONIKA which was held in Palembang. It's really hard to wake up early for this "mantan koas" hahaha but after it ended i kinda missed it a bit.... especially the foods LOL. nah actually i really miss the atmosphere, attending a big crowded - national congress as a participant, real general practitioner, its fun. Although "if" at the end i'm not aiming to be a pediatrician, i will still treasure the knowledges.

September started with a bit bad shocking news of my father. The diseases that have been inherited in families, blah, i should really avoid any kind of roasted food from now.Please pray for him, for a long healthy life, for a happy family :D
Then after a while, finally i got accepted to work in hospital :') yaaaaaaaaaaay !!! thanks for all yhe wishes guys, hhahahaa. Things doing good till now, got more offer and offer, thank God for the endless bless.


That's all for now folks. Now my life has to move on the next chapter, after i got a decent job, now its time to get a decent................. beep.











NB : currently reading "orange marmalade (manhwa) by seokwoo
"cheese in the trap"
i watche friends over flower, and drooling for machu picchu :'(

Deeply sorry.

When God open the door you don't even want to enter.
When God offer a path you never want to choose.
When God unlock the chest you don't even want to see.

Will it be forgivable to just let them away.. Leave them just like that.
Will i be sorry.
Will i regret it.
Will you say i'm such a fool.

It's not that i'm not being grateful.
But yes i'm afraid of letting go opportunities that other people willing to die for.

Raja Ampat - WOW, Fantastic Baby !!

*Reminder* Akan diceritakan secara dramatis dan tragis, karena ini merupakan liburan "terakhir" sebelum internship, hiks.

Here we go.




Jadi cerita ini dimulai ketika, tante gw yang single itu udah terlalu berkecukupan, dan punya ponakan nganggur yang staminanya masih kuat, lagi libur, dan mau diajak susah, serta suka yang gratisan.
Maka disinilah gw, Tangerang, lagi.

Sebenernya gw agak males dan agak capek packing sih, apalagi emak gw - wuiw, udah ogah banget dia bayar2in tiket, tapi karena tante gw "setengah" memaksa, jadi gw iyakan ajakan dia yang kesekian kalinya ini, ke daerah resiko tinggi malaria, ke daerah yang katanya Trinity surga tingkat-9, yang dipuja-puja orang se Indonesia, tujuan wisata dambaan semua divers, RAJA AMPAT.

Sebelum pergi gw browsing-browsing tentang apa aja yang perlu dibawa dan dipersiapkan kesana, berhubung gw gak bisa Diving, jadi gw cuma persiapkan buat gw snorkeling sama "soft trekking" ke puncak Wayag yang ternyata ga ada soft soft nya sama sekali. Bujug !

Ini barang2 yang gw siapin :
1. Lotion anti nyamuk. (Anti nyamuk elektrik biasanya udah disiapin kok di resort)
2. Baju2 kaos tangan panjang dan celana panjang, kalo treking batunya tajem juga lo.
3. Lotion anti UV.
4. Baju renang
5. Obat anti malaria buat profilaksis, kebanyakan baca web gw pusing & kemaren gw minum "Suldox" sedangkan tante gw minum "Kina"
6. Spatu keds. Yang gak licin, tante gw pake sepatu tenis malah. hahahaha
7. Sampoo sama sabun, soalnya gw ga suka sabun hotel. oya sikat gigi juga ga dikasih di hotel.
8. Kamera dooooooooong.
9. Tas kecil yang cukup dompet sama botol minum.
10. Topi juga boleh.

Tapi berhubung jerawat gw lagi bersemi banget, gw cuma berharap trekingnya aja sih yg mesti sukses.
Dan perjalanan pun dimulai !!!

A. Bandara Soekarno Hatta - Bandara Sultan Hassanudin di Makasar, kira2 2 jam.
Gw naik merpati, bagus sih, dapet makan, pokoknya kaya garuda tapi pesawat lama gitu, pramugarinya ramah2. Tapi sempet delay 1 jam. okeeee... santai santai. Bandara Makasarnya bagus sih, tapi ribut banget karena penerbangan banyak, penumpang banyak, gatenya pisah tapi panggilannya campur aduk jadi satu gak abis-abis. Pegawainya masih muda-muda banget. Pas di Makasarnya DELAY 5 JAM. BUSYEEEEEEET.

B. Makasar - Bandara Domine Eduar Osok di Sorong
Setelah delay berkepanjangan, sampe ada bapak papua ngamuk2, barulah kita sedikit diperhatiin dan pesawat pengganti dikirim. Tante gw ngomel, dia bilang : Ini deh mbak, Indonesia itu indah banget, tapi kalo begini terus kan capek juga. Fasilitasnya yang sulit. Pelayanan gak bagus. Jadi Indonesia Timur ini makin susah dijangkau, cuma demi Alamnya aja yang mau kita lihat. Iya sih, tante gw ke Pulau Komodo juga begini, jadi dia parno mau ke Pulau Moyo nanti.
Sampe di Sorong, pesawat muter-muter lama banget sebelum landing.. gak ngerti gw apa karena landasannya dipake anak-anak maen bola apa gimana.. yang pasti bandaranya.. kaya bandara PLG/MDN lama, panas, jelek, kumel......

C. Sorong - Raja Ampat Diving Lodge Resort
Itu dia nama tempat gw nginep, yang punya orang Bali, jadi katanya ga semahal resort sebelah yang dikelola Bule dan cuma Bule yang boleh nginep. Kamarnya bagus, pake kelambu, cuma gw selalu masalahnya di AIR. Gw males banget mandi air laut. Busa sabun ga muncul, jerawat makin banyak, abis mandi bukan rasanya makin bersih, malah lengket. Jadilah dibilas pake air mineral botolan gitu. Oiya, disini juga Go Green dan hemat air gitu, jadi botol air minum kita ga boleh sembarang buang, dan tiap hari ga dikasih botol air baru, cukup diisi di restoran, begeto. Makanannya enak, pegawai hotel baik2, cuma gw kurang suka sama Local guidenya yang biasaaaa... anak2 muda setempat yg rada asal kerjanya, tapi so far mereka ramah dan mau ngejelasin.



Gw cuma 2 hari di Raja Ampat, tapi cukuplah kalo ga diving. Gw liat orang2 diving sampe 4x sehari, tengah malem juga. wooow.
Hari 1 kita ke Wayag, dimana kita akan melihat pemndangan yang SELALU ada kalo orang2 di majalah lagi bahas Raja Ampat. The ultimate view from Wayag peak. Naeknya perjuangan, batunya ya ampun beneran kalo kepeleset bisa beret.


Yang gw baca di majalah naeknya cuma 10-20 menit. Apaanyaaaaaaaa... bengek. lumayan terjal, 60an derajatlah kayaknya, pertengahan atas udah batu semua, yang bawah tanah licin, untuk banyak batang buat pegangan.

Begitu naek, gw langung keinget sama Ha Long Bay di Vietnam. Mirip, tapi beda. Raja Ampat lebih bagus, airnya biru, hijau, dan agak putih pasir, birunya itu bagussssssssssssssssssss banget, dan carshnya ada pohon-pohonnya. Kalo Ha long bay, naeknya emang lebih enak karena ada tangga dan sebelum kesana kita disuguhi nginep di kapal kayu yang bagus banget itu.





hayooo mana Ha Long bay mana Raja Ampat. Hahahahahaa.

Terus ke tempat dimana Suku Airborex tinggal (duh bener gak sih nulisnya) dan keliling-keliling ke sekitar situ deh, liat Lost Island yang deket pulau Roti dan teluk Kabui.


Begitulah perjalanan gw selama ke Raja Ampat. Semales2nya dan sebosen2nya gw ngeliat pantai, tetep kalo fotonya diliat-liat lagi, gw gak abis fikir, Indonesia Raya, Subhanallah banget :)

Oiya, pas pulang Merpati delay lagi 2 jam. Allahuakbar -_____________-

Sekianlah perjalanan ini, gw pulang ke rumah, ke Raja Ampat kaya abis mimpi. Segera gw kembali menjadi asisten rumah tangga sementara agi, hiks.
Tapi sekarang ga lagi, karena asisten baru telah datang, penantian panjang, 5 tahun !!! hahaahahahahahahahaaa.


Dan sekarang apa sih kegiatan gw, setelah pembantu dateng?
Makin males yang pasti, hahaha.
Doain ya, ilmu yang udah gw timba selama 5 tahun lebih itu ga ilangm, Internship. I'm coming !

Recommended destination for honeymoon :))

I should really thank God for all the things i've got until now.

Well, i just got back from my last trip, hmm it's about 1 week ago :p
Might be the last 2 trip before my internship thingy. Hic Hic.

So far that was the best, yes i really mean it, THE BEST trip i've joined so far, i'll tell you why :
1. I'd love to travel in group, with many people, and the were 25 people on the bus with many different personalities. I'm not the type who will say Hi first anw, so i found that they are quite playful and ENERGETIC. We even had 2 couples of oma and opa that enthusiastically follow all the plan, even trace a low cave and walk all along Ephesus.
2. what i really enjoy is that none of them are addicted to shopping, so it's a really joyful with pure intention to visit a new place, enjoy the surroundings without any shouts of "eh gw mau beli ini dong, eh gila ini merk ini belom ada nih di indo".
3. I'm so blessed that i'm able to visit one of two country that lay in 2 continents.
4. This country is dominate by moslem. Thank God, i didn't walk around like an alien.
5. ALL IN ONE TRIP. Religious, yes. Beautiful, EXACTLY ! Natural environments, check. Modern yet antique, ancient, YES ! HOT AIR BALLOOOOOON YESSSSS. SNOW, definitely yes XD. Too many places to capture, camera overloaded, hahaaaahaha. AND i dont want to end this 9 days trip aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak.
6. And it end up with passing UKDI. ALhamdulillah ya Allah.

After all of that, i can forget the pain of 12 hours sitting on the plane and 5 hours jetlag. LOL


1. Topkapi. You can see Phrophet's beard hair here, Tongkat Nabi Musa and many other.
2. Blue Mosque. Just wonderful. And you see that ugly coat? huh. SO OLD fashioneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. LOL
3. Near the spice market. Much more smaller than Grand Bazaar, cheaper though ;p Burungnya GENDUT GENDUT !! di Mekah ga gendut begitu.
4. Ataturk Mousoleum. Great building. I pick this soldier because he's much more handsome and taller than the other one, eh. *focus*
5. Ephesus. Great. I'd love to see more historical ruinings and buildings XD Mau Yunai, mau Mesir !!!!
6. Some shops near Green mosque. I love the colours :D

There you are. I hope you enjoy those photos, and i really really wish that all of us can visit this country :p
Might be my future honeymoon destination. hihihihi.

Antara sulung dan bungsu

Sepucuk percakapan seorang mama dan anak sulung serta anak bungsu nya di BBM, pada waktu yang kurang lebih sama.
Waktu itu sang mama lagi ke luar kota nih ceritanya.

1. MAMA (M) DAN ANAK SULUNG (AS)

AS : Hai ma, lagi ngapain ?
M : Hai, lagi makan siang. mbak sudah makan?
AS : Udah ma. Hotelnya enak ?
M : Ya enak. tapi mama gak jalan-jalan.
AS : Kapan pulangnya, hari ini kan?
M : Ya, nanti sore. Jangan lupa dedek disuruh makan ya. Beresin rumah
AS : Ya ma.
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2. MAMA (M) DAN ANAK BUNGSU (AB)

AB : Mamaaa, lagi ngapain?
M : Hai, mama lagi di hotel aja. Dedek sudah makan? Sudah pulang?
AB : Sudah ma. Mama pulang kapan?
M : Nanti sore nak
AB : Nanti pesen pizza ya maaaa.. (smiley senyum)
M : Ya, boleh sayang. Tapi jangan lupa beresin bajunya ya. (smiley senyum)
AB : Ya maaaa (smiley hugs)


Ada perbedaan signifikan? HAHAHAHAHAHAA

One happy live

We are God's perfect creatures.
Too perfect that God give us an ability to think and feel.
To survive and to live a life.
To get strong and to get lost.
To get hold and to get lust.
To think and feel imperfect.

Me, i dont even think my life is perfect, but definitely the best one for me.

As i dont have even 1 bestfriend, but hey..
i have friends when i want to eat good things
i have friends when i want to go to the karaoke
i have friends when i need to go to the mall
or only want to go to decent markets
i have friends when i need to talk about boys *eh*
friends for gossiping,
friends when i got confused,
friends when im there not ready for exams,
friends when im ready to escape from home,
friends when a already want to break out from boredom,
friends when i wanna live like beggars,
friends that care me a lot,
friends that accept me the way i am, depend on the mood.
And i dont need to find friends whom will accept me THE WAY I AM, WHATEVER MY MOOD IS, well there wouldnt be any, really, instead you're hoping to be talked behind.

And hey, who said that people who dont buy a castle cant buy one?


Just live realistically :)

Together we can help save precious lives!

A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said:

'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together.'

So the doctor said: 'Ok and what do you want me to do?'

She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.'

The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.'

She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request.

Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care of 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms.'

The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a child!'

'I agree', the doctor replied. 'But you seemed to be OK with it, so I thought maybe that was the best solution.'

The doctor smiled, realizing that he had made his point.

He convinced the mom that there is no difference in killing a child that's already been born and one that's still in the womb. The crime is the same!

Love says, 'I sacrifice myself for the good of the other person.' Abortion says, 'I sacrifice the other person for the good of myself.'

bisa dilihat disini

Clearing things in July.

i need to erase things
things people summed up without considering the truth
things that will lead this nowhere
all misunderstood things
things that hurt people
things that i dont want to remember
the one that embarrassed me
the one that suffer me
things that hurt me.

might be truth a while ago, you know

thanks to you, coward
and pity for me, who is worse than a coward

thanks for nothing :)








ps : my life is not a story of romance novel.
sigh