i just.. want to quit.

hadeeeeh hadeeeuh. Kenapa anak muda jadi labil dan merana gini ya?

Well this case started since.. Uhm.. I guess 2 days ago. I was babbling, chattering too much, then a friend told me to stop saying bad things about someone, gossipping someone. Well i do know that my worst habit in this world is *bergunjing* ( besides procrastinating..ouch! ) but this habit only happen when i hate someone to the bones. Yes i know that my mouth had gone too far. TOO FAR. But i couldnt stop my tounge. I shouldve blamed her for acting too sweet. Wow. Hello darling, even angel doesnt do good things all the time. I dont envy any single thing from you, NONE, for sure. Im happy with myself, trying not to be greedy. You got what you want. I got what i need. If you want to be pretty and ugly at the same time , then you'll be pretty ugly , rite? LOL.

Fyuh. And i should fight for my rights!! Im not asking for more. I need the same like others.

Then, another things were popped out of my brain. Friends are getting more selfish. Competitions are getting tougher. Egos are getting bigger. Pressure. Pressure. Pressure. Social pressure. What are you trying to do pals? And im here, still trying to hold on the streams. Enduring my own principal then strengthening it. Im not a slave of anyone, anything, trends, technology, whatever. Really really bipolar. I make myself to believe that the time will come. There will be an end. We dont have to follow all new things, all new changes ( yuk ). Filter! We have to be bonded with the good one. Choose! Take the responsibilities at your own risk. Act ! When people not noticing the clown anymore, i'll quit. Quitting, seems to be the easiest thing, when everything's gone mad.

nb : pengen les lagi tapi ga diijinin tuh . Huahahahahuhu. Kangen LIA !! :'p