willingness

Reality is not for me.
People say i should come down.
That the clouds are not a place for grown ups to be.
I smile at them.
Maybe one day, i say maybe one day, i say maybe one day i will come down.
But i never will.
Reality is not for me. I shall stay up here.
The view is quite breathtaking.

gue selalu berusaha ngejar dunia lo. Tapi lo bukan cuma lari, lo tuh terbang. Dan lo suka lupa, gue masih di bumi. Kaki gue masih di tanah. Gimana kita bisa terus jalan kalo tempat kita berpijak aja beda.
- perahu kertas

It's been too long, dear. Too long. You didnt ask me to wait, or even to care. If you want to stay, you have to face the reality, me. If you want me to stay, ask me to stay.

We dream a lot, but dream is only a dream. We need to chase it, reach it. Or if its only a fantasy, leave it.

This is reality, and probably yeah, it doesnt always suit you.
The pain is real. Or otherwise, no pain? no pain but you're afraid of the pain? such somatoform disorder, hun?

Dont be hypocrite, your mask is getting worse, you act like a cheap one, you smile like a puppet doll. in short : your almost - i can say - dumb.

Im counting. Im out of patience, but i still have a super super tiny willingness to wait. although you keep on breaking my strength.

bangka :) hope to see you again.

Lagi ga mood nulis *hihihihi*
ini ada beberapa poto2 pas gw ke bangka kemaren.

enjoy ! :)

2010. Yeeey

yay ! udah pulang nih *hahaha*
apakah anda sudah menemukan pulau yg dimaksud di blog sebelumya?? haha.
hem hem.

anyway, sebenernya liburan ini tujuan masih sama kaya biasanya. tujuan berlibur masih sama, merujuk ke obsesi mama dan tante, bukan cuma rekreasi, tapi lebih ke visiting a new place - exploring :) and i can say this is the real traveling, bukan kesitu lagi, kesitu lagi, tp emang bener2 mengunjungi tempat baru. hohoho !

betewe, bangka bagusssssssssssssss banget! pantainya loo ! pasirnya putih, kecil2. padet, alus, dan ga gatel. yg plng penting disana lumayan bersih ! siyalnya pas kesana kmren segala macem fasilitas permainan air, dgn kata lain banana boat juga rusaaak!! dannnng !!! tp mau ga mau terhibur jg dengan hasil poto2 yg super narsis sekali disana hwhwhwhw ! well. akhirnya bisa ngedit lg !!! XD ga sabar lg ! Hihuy*



nb :
apasih updetan kali ini ga jelas bangettt hahaha ! siiiyaaaa guys !