me neither

i'm tired of being clown. i'm tired for being prankster. i'm too tired to cheer other up. i'm tired for pretending, that im happy. i'm tired for being dependent. i'm tired for living life full of limitation and restriction. im too tired to say yes. im too tired to please you. i'm tired to keep my own temper. is it bad for being bad for a while? is it bad to please myself by neglecting you. i guess so. i dont care. you dont care, me neither.