Antara sulung dan bungsu

Sepucuk percakapan seorang mama dan anak sulung serta anak bungsu nya di BBM, pada waktu yang kurang lebih sama.
Waktu itu sang mama lagi ke luar kota nih ceritanya.

1. MAMA (M) DAN ANAK SULUNG (AS)

AS : Hai ma, lagi ngapain ?
M : Hai, lagi makan siang. mbak sudah makan?
AS : Udah ma. Hotelnya enak ?
M : Ya enak. tapi mama gak jalan-jalan.
AS : Kapan pulangnya, hari ini kan?
M : Ya, nanti sore. Jangan lupa dedek disuruh makan ya. Beresin rumah
AS : Ya ma.
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2. MAMA (M) DAN ANAK BUNGSU (AB)

AB : Mamaaa, lagi ngapain?
M : Hai, mama lagi di hotel aja. Dedek sudah makan? Sudah pulang?
AB : Sudah ma. Mama pulang kapan?
M : Nanti sore nak
AB : Nanti pesen pizza ya maaaa.. (smiley senyum)
M : Ya, boleh sayang. Tapi jangan lupa beresin bajunya ya. (smiley senyum)
AB : Ya maaaa (smiley hugs)


Ada perbedaan signifikan? HAHAHAHAHAHAA

One happy live

We are God's perfect creatures.
Too perfect that God give us an ability to think and feel.
To survive and to live a life.
To get strong and to get lost.
To get hold and to get lust.
To think and feel imperfect.

Me, i dont even think my life is perfect, but definitely the best one for me.

As i dont have even 1 bestfriend, but hey..
i have friends when i want to eat good things
i have friends when i want to go to the karaoke
i have friends when i need to go to the mall
or only want to go to decent markets
i have friends when i need to talk about boys *eh*
friends for gossiping,
friends when i got confused,
friends when im there not ready for exams,
friends when im ready to escape from home,
friends when a already want to break out from boredom,
friends when i wanna live like beggars,
friends that care me a lot,
friends that accept me the way i am, depend on the mood.
And i dont need to find friends whom will accept me THE WAY I AM, WHATEVER MY MOOD IS, well there wouldnt be any, really, instead you're hoping to be talked behind.

And hey, who said that people who dont buy a castle cant buy one?


Just live realistically :)

Together we can help save precious lives!

A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said:

'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together.'

So the doctor said: 'Ok and what do you want me to do?'

She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.'

The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.'

She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request.

Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care of 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms.'

The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a child!'

'I agree', the doctor replied. 'But you seemed to be OK with it, so I thought maybe that was the best solution.'

The doctor smiled, realizing that he had made his point.

He convinced the mom that there is no difference in killing a child that's already been born and one that's still in the womb. The crime is the same!

Love says, 'I sacrifice myself for the good of the other person.' Abortion says, 'I sacrifice the other person for the good of myself.'

bisa dilihat disini

Clearing things in July.

i need to erase things
things people summed up without considering the truth
things that will lead this nowhere
all misunderstood things
things that hurt people
things that i dont want to remember
the one that embarrassed me
the one that suffer me
things that hurt me.

might be truth a while ago, you know

thanks to you, coward
and pity for me, who is worse than a coward

thanks for nothing :)








ps : my life is not a story of romance novel.
sigh

are you sure?

Love does not consist in gazing each other,
but in looking together at the same direction.

random things

its been a while since a had my last holiday.

"makin tinggi pohonnya, makin kencang anginnya"

udah berapa lama ya semenjak masuk koas, rasa-rasanya udah ga tahan lagi. haha. makin di ujung, makin berat rasanya, walaupun stasenya mau ga ada jaga malemmya kek, gak ada tugas sama sekali kek, masuknya siang, tetep aja lama-lama makin berat buat dijalani. Belum lagi kalo inget nanti, setelah jadi dokter, ini otak rasanya tetep aja KOSONG. Belum ada isinya, isinya mantul-mantul keluar, diraba-raba. Apa bisa me'rangkul' gelar dokter ? beban. beban. pake internship pula. Mau kerja pula, Liburan juga tetep pengen, UKDI pula. Ga mau belajar, tapi pengen pinter. emang ya, manusia itu emang rakus Tuhan. Itu baru kepengenannya di bidang pendidikan aja, belum lagi yang lain-lain *ngarep*.

super random banget posting gw ya Alloh -__-

it leads nowhere

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

Yes, you you you.

You dry the tears that fall from my eyes.
You bring me sunshine to brighten my sky.
You rescue me when I'm scared and alone
And take my hand to lead me home.

I let it fall, my heart

I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
Feel you here forever
You and me together
Nothing is better

Let it burn.

Romeo's shadow behind the door

I only need to see your back for 5 seconds.
I only need to hear your voice once a week.
I only need to see you again soon.
I'm happy just to hear you say hi. or even a quick glance with light smile.
And i'm so surprised when i could start the conversation first.

Why?


I must be out of my mind.



















Love is difficult.