Forgiveness

I really, really want to forgive you.
Because i'm not even allowed to be angry with you.
I really try hard to forgive.

I close my eyes and wait for a miracle.
To fix the scattered broken pieces.
But still, nothing happens.
Not even a little change.

So i pray to God.
Please ease my way.
To forgive you soon.
Before the wind stop blewing.
Before the sun stop shining.
Before tears start drying.

September, is it going to be a lovely month?

Heyya !

Agustus sudah berlalu dan September telah dimulai.

Agustus adalah salah satu bulan yang cukup bermakna dalam kehidupan saya.
Karena agustus adalah bulan kelahiran ayah dan teman-teman dekat saya !
Jadi ceritanya Agustus ini lebaranan dan seperti biasa, temen-temen SMA pulang.
We were havin fun you know, we did all the stuff as usual, karaokeing, eating brunch, lunch, dinner and snacking like krazeh. Sushi is always on the list. Sanjo-sanjo, dan ditraktir dedek uda nya nidya.
To be honest my dad's bday wasnt so exciting this year hahahaha. Well we surprised him with a cake and he was happy. But where's the bday dinnerrrr paaa? you owe us one :p
And also i decided to learn how to ride a matic car, thanks to my best teacher and driver *loh* ayurari, ended up quite well.

Then by the end of the month, me and my friends attending KONIKA which was held in Palembang. It's really hard to wake up early for this "mantan koas" hahaha but after it ended i kinda missed it a bit.... especially the foods LOL. nah actually i really miss the atmosphere, attending a big crowded - national congress as a participant, real general practitioner, its fun. Although "if" at the end i'm not aiming to be a pediatrician, i will still treasure the knowledges.

September started with a bit bad shocking news of my father. The diseases that have been inherited in families, blah, i should really avoid any kind of roasted food from now.Please pray for him, for a long healthy life, for a happy family :D
Then after a while, finally i got accepted to work in hospital :') yaaaaaaaaaaay !!! thanks for all yhe wishes guys, hhahahaa. Things doing good till now, got more offer and offer, thank God for the endless bless.


That's all for now folks. Now my life has to move on the next chapter, after i got a decent job, now its time to get a decent................. beep.











NB : currently reading "orange marmalade (manhwa) by seokwoo
"cheese in the trap"
i watche friends over flower, and drooling for machu picchu :'(

Deeply sorry.

When God open the door you don't even want to enter.
When God offer a path you never want to choose.
When God unlock the chest you don't even want to see.

Will it be forgivable to just let them away.. Leave them just like that.
Will i be sorry.
Will i regret it.
Will you say i'm such a fool.

It's not that i'm not being grateful.
But yes i'm afraid of letting go opportunities that other people willing to die for.